yesterday.

 Yesterday was a bad day all round.

I posted a few times and just want to copy my messages over to my own blog to keep a record of it all in one place...



I have just been to the GP, who has upset me greatly. he has referred me to neuro, but reckons its pseudo seizures, which basically means hes not taking it seriously, because he cant even misdiagnose me properly. its called dissociative seizures ffs.

reckons itl take a few weeks. until then?

nothing.

nada.

zero.

 Today, which has truely been horrendous I have hardly fitted, but more dissociated and only had a fit tonight after no periods of high stress.

Ironically, the doctor seems to have reffered me to the right place, so thats a small bonus. But to be constantly told I am somehow faking it, or its not really epilepsy is gridning me down.

but today I have been out for an hour, probably further than I should have and had a pretty good day so far.

My normal bloging style will resume shortly, at the moment im just using this to let it all out.